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Jun. 13th, 2025 02:17 am
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Procrastinating homework by enacting a post idea I had weeks ago: image dumps. Like link dumps... but images. Also videos! Although videos may be included in link dumps too sometimes. Depends on the vibe, you know how it is. Click on the picture for its source.



This is the first thing I put on my "list of pictures to share on DW" folder a month and a half ago. I could easily find a screenshot of this CG in better quality, but nahh. At the time I probably had something disproportionately wild to say about this picture in contrast to how tame/simple/chaste/??? it is, but I'm normal now.

FE4, 遙かなる時空の中で, Angelique, Fatamoru, original characters, FE16, Naruto )
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collage of various eisen pics

Eisen Appreciation Post

(using only pics from the manga which i just read)
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illustration of the main character and all 9 guardians

Something for the 90s-loving yume, fu, and himejoshi!
(Even if you're not a joshi you can join in on the fun too, just as I do ❤)


Because why read Wikipedia or something when you could read a post on a blog, right? I highly recommend reading this on a webpage where you can open and close the cut tags.

Thank you for your attention! For the sake of my mutuals who watch me reshare illustrations of lanky, godlike men in confusion, for the sake of those who see my art and wonder who these strange people are, and for the sake of those curious about video game or joseimuke history, I have written this. I will mainly focus on the first game Angelique (1994) and its rereleases, but I'll be sure to mention characters and such from the other games too.

The Basics


Angelique is a series of video games along with a media franchise encompassing anime, manga, novels, drama and music CDs, and much more. It's a series of simulation games - with one JRPG aberration and two digital board games - that forms part of the otome umbrella. In fact, it's the first otome game in history! (What is an otome game?) It's made by Ruby Party, who had to fight to prove making a game aimed just at women would work out. It's also part of their Neoromance series, a franchise of dating simulation games for girls. (Others include Harukanaru Toki no Naka de/Beyond the Stream of Time, Kiniro no Corda/La Corda d'Oro, and Neo Angelique. Maybe you've heard of them!)

The first game released in 1994 and centers around an exam to choose a new Queen for the universe. As the current one loses her power, her aide Dia leads the exam to choose a new one. Two girls from Smolney Girls' Academy on the Main Planet, Angelique and Rosalia, are chosen and whisked away to compete for the throne. To win they must properly harness the powers of the all-male guardians to nurture their own continents. Whoever fully cultivates their continent first gets to be Queen. Obviously it will go better for you if you're in the guardians' good favor, but be careful -- the Queen must be entirely devoted to her work in supporting the Universe. Or, put into other words, girls with boyfriends can't be queen.

Do NOT underestimate how long this post is. )
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It was a long time coming.

I wanted a picture to go with this post because I'm an image-loving tumblrinx at heart, so I went straight to my very first tumblr blog to find one. Not only did I find a picture, but I also found the exact dates I first started and finished the anime, along with my (very brief) reactions.

so I just watched ep. 1 of Princess Jellyfish on Netflix
hmm yess I think I will enjoy this anime a lot
- June 15, 2014

I…I finished princess jellyfish…kuranosuke and tsukimi never even kissed or anything…I cant believe this…
- June 18, 2014

Well I have great news for you, teenaged Chris: I just read the manga and they never kiss!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
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art for chapter 85 of fushigi yuugi, featuring nuriko waist-up in a qipao and shawl


She's so pretty... I miss her bad.........

A few days ago, I finally finished the manga for Fushigi Yuugi. For some reason, I got to the second-to-last volume and dropped it about a year~ish ago? So I started over from where the anime ends and tried part 2 again.
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I've decided to switch from using MAL to Anilist (I'll try to keep the two synced in the future, however), and after cleaning up my backlog I've decided to start reading manga with a focus instead of according to whims. Along with keeping up with some manga I've decided I want to read while they're ongoing (many others I've decided should wait until they're finished), I want to alternate between reading a shoujo or josei manga and then a yuri manga. The yuri manga could simultaneously be shoujo; you know what I mean.

All that is barely relevant to what I'm about to say, because Fushigi Yuugi: Byakko Senki is one of the ongoing manga I'm reading. Anyways, Suzuno's love interest Tatara is 12 years old. Why? I guess Watase's been getting into age gaps lately. It's weird and I don't like it, but I have to keep reading because I've read the stories of all the other priestesses. It's pointed out Tatara doesn't know what sex is or anything, so I suppose part of the appeal is that it's a pure love... *thinking of how friqui FY is and having a hard time buying that completely, even though I said it* ... I don't know, I just would be uncomfortable if a 12 year old declared his love and intent to marry me. Suzuno is 18, by the way. I hope some weird time stuff happens and he becomes her age or older soon. Even then I'm not sure if that will magically fix everything for me, but it'd certainly be an improvement!!

And then after I caught up with Byakko Senki, I read the prequel Byakko Ibun. Because of all the stuff with Tatara, I'm extremely suspicious of how she wants Nirusha and Neiran to be viewed. Strictly speaking, there's nothing that happens between them that can't be explained away as purely platonic devotion. I'm not saying men can't befriend children. It's good to be able to talk to your elders, even.......... but Watase's track record isn't looking too good now is it? And it kinda sucks because their story is the kind of story I like, both as a platonic/familial thing and a romantic thing, but I fear she may have intended the latter interpretation and the age gap is........... .............................. .......................................... She lowkey reinvented SessRin 😭😭😭😭😭 Man.

In conclusion, this is what it's like trying to enjoy cartoon Japanese media without being a loli/shotacon: [pic of Jesus on the cross or some shit]
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Obviously this is all just my opinion, before I start.

If you're going to make a romantic visual novel and you want to give the player character a developed backstory or preexisting friend group with set dynamics and everything and stuff, you might as well draw them a face too. It's irritating when a game only asks for a name (and maybe pronouns), so I think "oh, this game is going to be real self-inserty," and then the self-insert isn't anything close to a blank slate.

And what's more annoying than that is when these self-insert-wannabe games say that I'm blushing or my heart is skipping a beat or whatever when it isn't. I'm not doing that. I wouldn't do that in this situation. If you want me to do that, you should just write something that makes me do it, not command me to do so. If you want strong control of how the MC acts and reacts without irking me, give them a look and default name. Then I can cheer them on from the sidelines and maybe even start to see what they see myself, instead of feeling like I'm being forced to fall in love.

Examples: I am not much like Ceres from Virche Evermore*, but I enjoyed watching her love stories and took a liking to all the guys myself via how she moves in the world and how they treat her. Unexpected, since I wasn't expecting to like them all. And maybe this isn't a fair comparison because it isn't a VN, but the Angeliques from Angelique don't talk much in their games. The love interests talk to her, and often her reaction isn't shown, neither with dialogue nor a portrait. It doesn't need to be shown because she is me, and I know how I reacted to what I just read/heard in real life. The game doesn't need to say that my heart skipped multiple beats and I'm red as a tomato, because it gives me little moments to reveal and lets them speak for themselves.

*Unrelated to this entry, but related to the last one: this game is a good example of what I was talking about in my last entry, because I saw a LOT of people say the game is too depressing for too long, while I didn't think it was quite depressing enough.

Girly pop!

Mar. 10th, 2025 06:42 am
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edmond nu: carnival in a white crop top, denim jacket with the sleeves tied over his shoulders, flared pants, and sneakers. he has various merch on him

every time i look at this edmond (from the love pop フェア? trying to think of what to call it that will make it easy for people 5, 10, even 40 years from now to look up) i feel actually.... i don't know how i feel. this is crazy
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I wish the Clavis artist hadn't nerfed his bang length so the resemblance would be even greater, but..............!!!!!!!

 drawings of clavis and testament side-by-side, both in stereotypical farmer garb

They have a lot in common; I really want to draw them together. There's a lot of things I want to draw though... I wish I drew faster. Or I should dedicate a day to staying the hell off the computer so i Have to draw (or read or game).

But basically, listen. They kind of look the same, except Clavis is a little taller and his eyes are smaller. And Testament isn't built like a triangle. If using ML Tes as the point of comparison then their bodies are probably more similar, but Clavis has more shoulder. #seme. And I think of pre-Strive Tes as being bony, but Clavis has servants and friends nearby who would make him eat even if he's too melancholic to care.

They both preside over death! For Tes I think it's just an aesthetic thing; they're probably not actually the Grim Reaper... Probably seemed that way to all the people they killed, but like, you can say that about any (mass) murderer. Clavis may not have a scythe, but he is the guardian of darkness. His sacrea brings peace, but also! It brings the most eternal peace of all 😌 So he also kills people, although I wonder if the deaths in question are all from illness or suicide or something since the others guardians' power Also can bring death (ex. too much water creates floods, which *gasp* kill people)

They're both sad, lonesome, pathetic little inidividuals. Tes gets better! So Tes may not be associated with that image anymore. Clavis also gets better. I felt he was a little less cold in Etoile, so one must assume that Limoges and Colette's prescence were just so awesome that they kinda fixed him. (What does this say about Dia?) You may point out that Tes was never Alone because they had their familiars, but Clavis wasn't either because he always had the other guardians, especially Luva and Lumiale, and that's not even getting into the servants. And I suppose he had the queen aide too, although they don't show Dia interacting with them a lot? Those are a bunch of humans and Clavis still acted the way he did, so maybe he should have been a little grateful that at least he's not Testament who post-Dizzy, pre-movingtothevillage, only had Creatures of dubious linguistic abilities (/JOKE btw)

I'm going to end this by saying........... They share some hobbies :) Clavis likes tarot and scrying via crystal ball and star-gazing :) Tes likes star-gazing and fortune-telling :)) twinninggggg. and Tes has lots of outdoor hobbies besides that, so they could become his friend via the previously listed hobbies and then make him grow as a person by slowly sucking him into some more active stuff. Tes doesn't have to fix anyone, of course, but :) yknow :) we can hold someone's hand as we help them back to their feet once they decide they're ready to stand up, can't we? :D :) :3 :3c :p ^_-

Feb 12, 10:34 A.M. edit: Thanks to a very helpful person in a server, I was able to get the pic of Clavis and the deer from Fushigi no Kuni :3 For further comparison!

clavis and fawn cg (ft. zephel)testament cg, they stand ominously on the roots of a tree in a forest

You know, I coulda swore there were pictures of Tes in nature that were less ominous and had the various forest creatures on/near them, not Dizzy, but I guess I was thinking of something from a yonkoma or doujinshi. Well, if you know Testament hopefully you get the point!!


[02/10/2025, 12:00 P.M.~ish: microblog repost]
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[this is a repost from another site, where no one answered me because they can sense there's something deeply wrong with me, presumably. anyways, i still want it somewhere closer to me rather than far away, collecting dust. reposted 04/21/2025]

Can I just talk about a game here because I don't know where else I'd find English-speaking fans of it? Like, this is the kind of thing that would normally be it's own post but...
This is about Angelique. Okay, so, when I played the first game I assumed that when you get the Love ending with someone, you two have to fuck off forever. He can't be a guardian anymore AND you can't have anything to do with ruling the universe. That's what it looks like, right?? Did I misread something in the ending????
I don't even remember where I learned this, but it turns out that if you get with a guardian you become the Queen's aide. Reminder that I played all the Angelique games more-or-less in order, and I got to Retour still thinking that way. Somewhere between Retour and Luminarise it clicked.
I like my idea better though. From what I've found going through many fansites on the Wayback machine, it seems most people care waaaaay more about the love endings than becoming queen ending. So most people won't feel that their dropping out the exam is a loss. But I thought that it was you either become queen, I guess become aide if you lose (frankly I did not consider what would happen if I lose because I never lose 😎), or you get with a guardian but he has to abandon the home he's made for himself and you have to lose the relationships you've made there too, + even if you return to the Main Planet everyone is old asf/dead.
Did anyone else make this mistake? Do I only prefer my mistaken idea of love endings because I love angst? Am I crazy?
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Yukiko! ¡La revista de anime para chicas! Or shall I say... the anime magazine for girls 😏 I don't really have anything more to say about it; the tagline speaks for itself, I think. So let's hop to it.
If you happen across this and know Spanish, feel free to correct any mistakes I've made.. If you don't, there's still a good chance you know English - if anything strikes you as unnatural or you know there's a more common way to phrase something, let me know.
The original pages are right here. Yay for graphic design! I'm sure we all love magazine layouts here.

Translation )
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Did you know? I have a sticky note on the wall behind my desk telling me what to post on Dreamwidth on certain days of the week. I was too busy and tired to actually do it even semi-consistently for a while, but while I'm free I'd like to try it. This entry will be yesterday and the day before's ... prompts? Subjects? In one. (Why not today's prompt ? Don't feel like it.)

First: I will be answering all the questions in one of those ask memes that get spread around. I would never get enough likes to be able to answer more than 3 max, so I'll be doing them all here.

47 Questions from Bluesky )

Now, I have to translate something. I'm going to go with a page or two from Angelique Memorial Book. The first few pages don't have any (non-English) text, so we move to page 8.

Angelique Memorial Book - Angelique & Rosalia )

Bye for now. Starting Harukanaru Toki no Naka de now... >:) ... After I draw. I have to draw first. But then gaming.
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Hello whoever may be reading this. Hope you're doing well, and if not, I hope things get better. This entry is like a combined journal entry + dump of links.

Normal Journal Entry )

Things I've Done )

Things Others Made )

Near-Future Plans )

And here's my Nintendo Year in Review! :]

Favorite Game of 2024: Metal Gear SolidPlayed most in January - 44 hours played - Jan 44, Feb 27, Mar 6, Apr 4, May 13, Jun 19, Jul 30, Sep 6, Oct 1, Nov 17Narrative Adventure 26%, Action 23%, Character Driven 14%, Most-played Games of 2024: Harukanaru Toki no Naka de 7, Fashion Dreamer, Metal Gear Solid 2 / 28 total games, 171 total hours
 
Like how I never want to decide between Ocarina of Time and Majora's Mask, I don't want to decide between Metal Gear Solid and Metal Gear Solid 2. When I beat 3 I'll probably feel the same. So I'm using MGS1 as a representation of all 3. Or all 2.2. Because I haven't beat Snake Eater. That's a 2025 goal for sure.

You know what's funny about my hours suddenly dipping in March... I think that's when I started Angelique. :P

That's all for now. See you around.

(This entry was started at 2:29pm and posted at 6:25pm, for my own personal record.)
 
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Hello, person reading this. I hope you’re doing well. :3

To whom it may concern: I have decided I have succeeded in acclimating myself to Dreamwidth, and therefore no longer have a need to force myself to do weekly journals. Thus, I will no longer write such posts every weekend, only when something actually interesting happens. Some things I wanted to include in those posts have been put in a separate post category. Because I love making tables and lists, I have made a table with a suggestion for a type of post to make every day of the week. I don’t have to post every day or anything, but if I’m up for writing I already have ideas down. And “today” (since it’s 3 AM it’s Monday, but lets pretend it’s Sunday) is Review/Reaction Sunday. So let’s talk about things I’ve checked out recently! ^__^

Warning: Serious Yapping Ahead

Home to Harlem (book)
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Mirabella y el hechizo del dragón (book)
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Rain (webcomic)
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[Chris took a snack break from writing here]
[Chris then proceeded to forget he was ever writing this and was about to start drawing until he realized]

Fushigi no Kuni no Angelique (video game)
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Angelique: Seichi Yori Ai wo Komete (anime)
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I think that’s been all for this past week. Hasta la vista!
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I completely forgot I had this in my Google Docs. As I was playing Retour I kept the page open and typed out things I would have shared as tweets (or as posts on some other microblogging site), but didn't because I'm easily embarrassed and don't like posting too much on such sites. Posting them here because I don't know what else to do with them. I wasn't going to include them in the big Angelique post for sure.

These absolutely aren't all the thoughts I felt I had to share while playing. Some really did land on Twitter or Bluesky and some are in DMs with friends. They'll all be summarized in the big post. Probably. This is assuming I really do write it and don't get too embarrassed or just plain lazy about it in the end.

Context for the mood at the end of this post: I'm doing schoolwork. Kind of. Honestly I'm reading a webcomic and occasionally remember I'm supposed to be writing something for school.

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I completely forgot, the game was on my mind a few days before the voice line drops too. Why? They posted a picture of some side characters, and the not-Dorothy pink one is so... And I was going to make a tweet like "guy who hates when otome games have other women, not because he's misogynistic but because he gets mad he can't romance them," but didn't because no one cares. I care though. Because I was scrolling through and saw it again. Fuck my stupid baka life.

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I realized if I'm thinking about something really hard, I don't have to wait until Saturday to post about it. 🤯 Crazy of me, I know.

I also have no icon that quite expresses the emotion I feel. I really need to add more icons. Anyways.

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So. TLDR. I need Over Requiemz in my lap neow. When they upload pictures for the gallery that will probably minorly sate me, but I kind of need to meet Dorothy right now. Kaize too. It's free emo boy.

Now that I think about it. If they had just tweaked how the heroine looks a little, this bsky post I made could have been reality! Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!