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Another one of these lol. But for January!

What I Did


Not Related To Media Consumption Enjoying the Arts 🍷

  • On New Year's Eve I saw cows up close for the first time and fed them (their tongues are very rough!), and on New Year's itself I shot a gun for the first time. Multiple guns, actually -- a pistol, shotgun, and rifle. Into the sky. As one does. You'll never believe it -- I spent the night in Texas on my mom's boyfriend's ranch. I wanted to share food with all the cows, but three greedy fucks were all in the way of the others cows 💢 Just selfish.

  • Not really something I did, but something that happened -- it snowed, which turned into ice, so for almost a week we couldn't really go anywhere. The power never went out though! I was surprised about that. I would probably be even more amazed if it weren't for the fact that it already had snowed in the (southern) state I was in before twice in the decade+ I lived there. Climate change is taking the joy of rare snow away from me smh

  • I did get to work on my resolution to learn how to dance, but I haven't gotten around to recording myself yet. I really should eventually, for growth-measurement purposes... And I participated in [community profile] snowflake_challenge! Besides the final challenge, I've done every challenge I wanted to this time around. I'll do the final one another day :)

  • I made a community! [community profile] vkotd Post in it if you can, or only sub to it if you're interested.

  • I got shoulder-length medium twists, and I feel so fly that I started taking care of my skin and using makeup xD Makeup looks like it can get expensive, so I'm going to avoid following anyone on socials who shows off a lot of products and things like that so I don't tempt myself into evil, but I feel better about myself. Maybe a bad thing to say about something that covers up my natural skin, so I feel kiiiiiiiiiiiiiinda bad... reeeeeeeeeeeeally deep inside. It's mostly covered up by the happy though LOL

Enjoying the Arts 🍷🕯️🌹🫦
TV/ONA/OVA
  • I finished Sailor Moon Classic, which I watched half of many years ago. I think it's fun, way better than the manga before since girls besides Usagi get attention. Never made me feel as Hype as Naruto did... but I guess because the fights against the villains are pretty lame. Like someone else said, they just run away until there's an opening to do their magicks. This is why Pretty Cure sweeps. Also, I feel like a complete asshole for this, but I like all the other girls more than Usagi. She's kind of........................... annoying 😭 I guess it's just due to the nature of anime and exaggerating personalities. Well, I'm sure it only gets better from here.

  • I watched the first two Thunderbolt Fantasy seasons and movies with a friend. Well, the second movie I watched yesterday, but I'm grouping it with the things I watched it January. I think I have the same reaction as everyone else -- Curiosity about how a puppet TV show works, and then amazed that the plot and characters are pretty darn good too. I want to watch the show it's a spinoff of, but I guess it's probably inaccessible if you don't know Chinese u_u So I'll have to put a pin in that for about 3 years or so.

  • But you know what ISN'T inaccessible even if you don't know Chinese? That's right baby, The Legend of Luo Xiaohei. I watched the first season. I tried to watch this years ago after watching the movie, but I was put off by not knowing how it relates to the movie. I thought maybe it was some stupid boring comedy AU or something, and the movie took the protag of the show and made something more serious. Not exactly! I've been describing the show in my head as "iyashikei if it was epic" -- it's slow-paced and calm, almost slice-of-lifey, but it's also an urban fantasy that has fast-paced action scenes when needed. It has a plot, but it takes its time for you to get to know the characters and world. I like it more than I thought it would, considering it doesn't have any of the movie characters I know and love besides Hei. I think you should watch it. You should watch the movies too. The comic? Also probably great. Please get into The Legend of Hei -- and remember who put you on. I'll watch the season season after I finish Sailor Moon R.

  • Also watched the 3-episode OVA Gensei Shugoshin P-hyoro Ikka(/Modern-Day Guardians, the Piihyoro Clan?). I expected something more serious than what I got, and it was best enjoyed on 2x speed. Not the worst thing ever though. It's about sibling exorcists who have to handle ghost and possession cases. Sometimes they're hired, sometimes one sibling finds themself in a Situation. I had a feeling something deeper was happening or was going to happen too, but the OVA ends before it to entice you to buy the manga. The manga was probably fun to read while subscribed to Princess Magazine, but I definitely wouldn't pay money for the OVA. I'll have to keep in mind to read this one day, since the manga isn't on Anilist and thus I cannot put it in the Planning list.

Movies
  • Swing Girls!! A comedy movie even a guy like me can enjoy. And despite it being about a guy teaching a bunch of bum girls how to swang, there's no romance either. Cute and feel-good with musical performances aplenty (and I'm big fan of music, personally), this is also something I feel the urge to force others to watch. And, did you know? None of the actresses knew how to play their instruments before having to work in the movie either. So in case you're like me and thinking "no way could they get so good so quickly in real life" ... yes. Yes they could.

  • I expected something VERY different from 2001: A Space Odyssey from what I got 😭 Since it's so popular and people still mention it I figured it was an action-adventure movie or something like that... Instead it's just. Weird. With very pretty visuals! But quiet and odd. I'm not smart enough to say anything about it, positive or negative. But I guess it's good I know what exactly it is now!

  • I really thought I'd love Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, but I just thought it was fine. I dunno. I think animation has raised my bar for fight scenes inhumanly high. Maybe this is implied in the movie, but I find it hard to believe it's possible to be free at all as a woman married to a man in that time unless you make him swear he won't keep you in chains, which Jiaolong/Jen (? Why did they change her name to Jen? Jiaolong isn't hard to read or say.) never made whatshisface do, I think. I think the flashback to how their romance developed was fun though, probably the only part of the movie where I never paused to do something else. Funny time to choose to have sex, but I suppose these things do happen.

  • As a (very old) Gen Z-er with a fried brain, at some point I had to swallow my pride and change the playback speed to 2x. But besides the old-school pacing, I Am Cuba was a great movie! Too great! I actually recommend NOT watching this right now what with the real things going on with Cuba, because it will make you miserable! :D Or, maybe you SHOULD watch it so that you too will want to fight to protect what those people sacrificed all they had for. #DeathToAmerica

Exactly One Book
  • Not something I finished, but I spent a solid chunk of the month reading Yona of the Dawn along with a shoujo server on Discord. I've tried to read or watch this MULTIPLE times in the past, but I'd always lose interest. I decided this year would be the year I force myself to read it and see why it's so beloved... or at least figure out why it repeatedly put me off 🗿 It's literally adventure shoujo, I shouldn't want for much else. AND YET... I think the main problem is the art style isn't my taste, although objectively it is good and Kusanagi is good at drawing. Because of this, I don't think the heartthrob Hak is hot, and I actually dislike him because I think he's not hot enough to justify the things he does or says. I like assholes, but not when it comes to romance or sex, so when he says the typical "I can't help myself cuz I'm a guy yknow" stuff I want to beat him to a pulp. (If the character is hot I roll my eyes when they say those things.) I do like Suwon and want to see more Suwon. Mr. Dragon Hand too. And Yona herself! But Hak needs to pay with blood, sorry. So bascially, after being semi-forced to keep going, I do like YOTD now!! But I don't like the love interest. Common Chris L. Suwon should've installed himself as communist dictator (or Yona should in the end) 💯 Tae-jun is really funny and we should imprison him in a bottle forever

  • I finished this a few days ago so I won't vent about it yet; I'll leave it for a separate entry or February summary, but the main thing I spent all month reading was Kamisama Kiss. Tomoe was letting Akuraoh hit jsyk (or the other way around sometimes)

Music & Games
  • I beat Sakura Wars. The ending was corny as hell. The ending animation I got for successfully romancing Kanna was cutefunny, and I did like the SRPG sections. I said this before, but the presentation is great. I love the art style! So there's lots of things about this game to like, but I didn't end up hitting the like button on Backloggd because... I dunno 💀 Maybe I'm too haunted by them pressuring me to be a lolicon that one chapter. And this is typical in dating sims, but I wish the girls felt a little more human and a little less like comfortable tropes. I liked it enough to want to play another Sakura Wars though -- it was only the first game after all, maybe in the second or third one they'll nail it.

  • Every month I had an idea/prompt/idk of what kind of new music to listen to all month, and January's was "Latin, Japanese, and Chinese music from genres I like". Compare with December's "Latin, Japanese, and Chinese music popular among speakers of those languages". I found SO much music in January I intended to make a separate entry dedicated to it, but in sort, we should find and eat the people on Spotify making all the Chinese playlists a bunch of slow ballads. For China week I felt like I was in ballad hell until I found a playlist with faster music towards the end 😭


What I Will Do in February



  • TV: Thunderbolt Fantasy with friend, Sailor Moon R alone

  • Film: The Dark Knight, Kamikaze Girls, Y Tú Mama También, A Touch of Zen. I try to choose 1. A movie important to a group I belong to (this month being U.S. Americans), 2. A movie with original Japanese audio, 3. A movie with original Spanish audio, and 4. A movie with original Mandarin audio.

  • Lit: I finished Kamisama Kiss, sooo Yona of the Dawn, Vampire Knight, and Deborah ga Rival if I catch up with the reading groups reading the first two.

  • Games: Castlevania: Dawn of Sorrow, and if I beat that before the month is up I'm going to finally plug in my SNES mini and complete Final Fantasy VI.

  • Whatever: I want to finish the dress-up game by the character's birthday on the 20th (<- wont happen), I should update both my personal and fan sites, of course I'll continue dancing in secret where none of you can see, aaaaaaand this month's music theme is "unfamiliar songs by familiar artists" (songs I haven't heard yet by artists who have songs I really love).



Have a good February! Or else.
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One month later...

Album of the Year



CAKERA (翔~カケラ~裸) - LAPUTA

I wanted a music category because I love music, but I don't listen to (new) albums much. Need to change that. Anyways, Cakera won out since it's the album with the most amount of songs I like and listened to this year (Jesus, Virgin Cry, Refrain Limit/Drug Habit...), but hopefully in 2026 I can find a new no-skip album that's not B'Day or Thriller or Aku no Hana. The only runner-up for this category is Koi no Yokan by Deftones.

Game of the Year



RHYTHM TENGOKU (and Gold)

To be honest, no game I played this year left me a different person. So let's pretend Rhythm Heaven GBA + DS are one game so that I can give them both first place. I <3 rhythm games. I think I should try playing more of them rather than JRPGs.
Runner-upsGrandia, Chrono Trigger, and Final Fantasy IV DS. All great, but they don't have rhythm games, so... I also didn't play a lot of games this year because for the entire first half I was struggling to make myself finish Harukanaru Toki no Naka de. I would've put Where Winds Meet as the winner if I could actually play it orz

Show of the Year



BREAKING BAD

Pretty tough competition, but Breaking Bad wins because I was so hooked I was watching it in bed and in the school library and shit. Normally during in-between time (like between wake and sleep, or between classes) I read stuff or play on my (3)DS(i) while listening to music, not watch things. It's also a popular show, so now I understand jokes I didn't understand before and have full context and everything, so that's awesome. Will I ever watch Better Call Saul? Find out next time...!
Runner-upsPLURIBUS!!! But special mention to The Legend of the Galactic Heroes as well.

Movie of the Year



THE LEGEND OF HEI II

Beautiful animation, great fights, Nezha, good found family, blatant lesbian bait, tanking (U.S.?) missile strikes in slides, an airplane crash, this movie truly has it all. It's just as good if not better than the first movie :3 I love everyone so much. If anything ever happens to Xiaohei I will blow up at least 2 major cities.
Runner-upsSet It Off, the Mononoke movies, and Ne Zha 2. This almost went to Set It Off until I remembered I watched Hei this year. Ne Zha 2 I think was good, but I so viscerally remember the vomit jokes more than the actually moving scenes... But I also think it's really funny how many times Nezha is called ugly throughout the film and this is resolved not by everyone deciding it's vain to care or by him developing self-love, but simply by him gaining a form that is beautiful. #China

Book of the Year



THE COLOR PURPLE

I feel like this one needs no explanation.
Runner-upsHow Do We Relationship (complicated yuri), Princess Jellyfish (just plain fun), Bongchan Story (porn with plot), obligatory Basara (adventure shoujo sweep). Didn't read much because most of the year I was focused on forcing myself to read Elric of Melniboné. Coulda spent that time reading Lenin or something...

Various Wrapped™s



Last.fm says my top five artists were BUCK∞TICK, Deftones, Aretha Franklin, and Michael Jackson, while my top fives songs were Ice Cream, Jesus, It Never Rains (In Southern California), Meteor, and DARLIN'. You should believe Last.fm; Spotify be lying for reasons we don't understand yet (and also Last.fm includes songs I listen to that aren't on Spotify).

Didn't use my Switch that much last year lol. My 3DS' activity log says I spent 148 hours and 56 minutes playing last year. 61 of those hours were on the PlayStation emulator, which was definitely 60% Suikoden, 30% Haruka, and 10% other random bs.
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Typing this while wearing one of those coats that make me look like the Michelin Man. I'm gonna make a different post for all of 2025 and my plans for 2026. As you can see, I'm running out of entry title ideas.

What I Did

mucho texto )
What I'm Doing


  • The Snowflake Challenge :P

  • Nailing A1 Spanish and N5 (pretty much the same as A1) Japanese. Just making sure I have everything down, you know? For the record, going by the practice exams on the JLPT site, I could pass the N3 one with ease and the N2 one with a struggle. (In non-JLPT terms, I'm approaching C1 steadily. In non-overly-concerned-with-language-rubrics terms, I'm approaching an advanced level of Japanese.) My Spanish, however, is stuck in B2/"usually knows what someone is talking about, at least"-level right now.

  • I'm probably going to spend all month trying to finish Kamisama Kiss. God I wish I read Japanese as fast as I read English.

  • I'm playing Sakura Taisen, which I am really enjoying so far.

  • Last month I listened to songs popular in Japan, China, and Mexico. So, I know what people there generally like. This month is dedicated to listening to Japanese, Chinese (any kind), and Spanish music specifically from genres I know I like. If you have Chinese music reccs please let me know -- I'm looking for songs, albums, or an artist who isn't always making slow acoustic songs. China (and other places in the Sinosphere; I can't hear the language differences) has so much slow acoustic music. An artist will look so edgy but the song will still be slow acoustic music. Somebody please save me. (For your reference.)



What I Will Do


  • The movies for this month are: Swing Girls, Soy Cuba, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, and 2001: A Space Odyssey. I'm going to watch Swing Girls right after I post this entry, actually.

  • I need to continue my fan translation, but the storage in my laptop is so low that Photoshop has been rendered nonfunctional. So. Uh. I'll at least try to translate more chapters even if I can't edit them onto the pages this month...

  • Not giving details, but if I don't drop a game this month or the next please PLEASE jump me.

  • I'm supposed to start dancing and voice training this month, so we'll see how that goes.

  • If I beat Sakura Taisen this month, next in line is Love Curse: Find Your Soulmate, and then Castlevania: Dawn of Sorrow. Usually I play one PC game and one handheld game at the same time, but right now my before-sleep activity is reading Kamisama Kiss, so no bedtime handheld gaming for me. (<- person who brings laptop to bed to play more Sakura Taisen)

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The pain of 2025, that is! I'm so excited for the new pain and hardship 2026 will bring!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!

I didn't make one of these last month because ??? I don't know, to be honest. Let's pretend having a job threw off my usual unemployed schedule. So, this entry will cover both October and November.

I need to add this to my bio, but for now I'm putting this here: I type in my dialect on purpose, and if you try to correct it you lose relationship points with me. Thanks for understanding!

Past
In a classic Cici move, I did fuck all all of October. I don't even know why. I just didn't. And my doing nothing that month resulted in all my plans/projects falling through. 1000000000000 such cases. It seems like the only things I accomplished were completing Rhythm Tengoku and Rhythm Heaven (Gold). I watched Blacula and Sinners too, for class, but that's about it.

The Rhythm Heavens™
Both Rhythm Heavens were awesome, do recommend. These are some of my favorite minigames. (I prefer the Fan Clubs in Megamix though.) I will say that the controls for Gold made me want to hurt myself and the people around me sometimes, but that's okay! ^_^


Blacula was okay. Sinners was great! But I never can come up with much to say about movies...

November was my first month on the job and it's pretty darn okay. It's easy money. Unfortunately as a person who is/was 👌🏾 this close to being a hikikomori sometimes the difference is rooooough.

In November, I...
the consumer )
I also finished all my normal school work, so besides Finals Week coming up (which I have never stressed over because I'm a great test taker) I'm done with school 👍🏾 One useless degree coming right up! Finally unsubbed from Spotify too, but I'm not gonna lie, this transition is hurting me. At the tail end of November I started working on a capsule wardrobe, so maybe in January or so I'll post pictures of all the outfit combinations I can make or something? *noncommittal shrug*

Present
I'm................... drawing 🤯 And since I finished Suikoden and dropped Haruka 2, I'm going to end the year with Chrono Trigger and Sakura Taisen. I don't really have plans besides that. Since I'll be spending most of the month freshly graduated, I want to relax for a while before making more unrealistic goals for myself and beating myself up when I fail ^v^

Way too late, I finally put the pieces together and realized that the reason I've drawn so little the past few years (with the sole exception of a little Moment during my sophomore year lol) is because I was too busy with or worried about school, so I'm going to make myself draw for a while and see if I can easily get back into the rhythm of it with no school holding me back.

Future
I'll be free as a bird from the 12th and onwards! You know, if you completely ignore that I have a job and all. I don't have the kind of demons that tell me to get a Master's, LMAO. Or, at least... they're not very loud <:3

I need to make some New Year's resolutions, but I'm not sure how many to have, what I should focus on, or if I should publicly share them to pressure myself into doing them or not. (If I say them publicly it'll hurt harder when I fail.) I know for sure in January I'm continuing my fan translation of that one manga, which I hope to finish within the year.

One thing I know for sure? I'm taking a nap right after I post this. Good night!
elyusion: sasuke smoking while raising 3 kids alone with a fourth on the way (smoking)
So I have to make another one of these posts. *lights cig*
I'm kind of late, but I've been busy. And so, so tired. Not because of depression. I just keep fucking up my sleep schedule.

Past

  • I finished Final Fantasy IV (DS) on the 9th and The Legend of Zelda on the 15th.

    • I wrote an entry about FFIV; still deciding if I should make it public because I fear it's pretty rambly and useless. I did end up liking the game though! Despite it all!

    • I started Zelda a few hours later, and beat it just under a week later. It took me that long because I was busy packing and thinking about packing though. It probably actually only took me a few hours. Thing is, I played it on Nintendo Switch Online and I rewound time after 96% of the hits I took. I wonder if this is like... moral...? In the video game world. I imagine many would say that I cheated big-time and ruined my own enjoyment, but I dunno, because I did enjoy it. And when I played the game all that time ago without cheating I didn't have so much fun. Even save state abuse didn't amuse me as much as going back in time 2 seconds every 3 seconds for those final dungeons. I guess it's just a little embarrassing to say to the public that I couldn't beat the game honestly, but it's true. Well, it's not like I've never played any other Zelda. I beat those without cheating, and that's enough.


  • On the 19th I moved to Louisiana, and that same night I went out to a daiquiri place, and then to the club, and then the next day we went to a seafood place, and then on Sunday we went to a lounge. All of those were firsts for me except the seafood place (and living in Louisiana). I kind of felt like an adult 💯

  • I didn't watch Naruto all month *dies horribly*

  • I ended up not doing Small Web September. I was actually busy for real and not just in my head for once, so I'm not mad at myself for this.



Present

  • I'm Working On Stuff but I won't say what Stuff is until I'm done with it. I don't want to accidentally give myself a dopamine hit now and then lose the desire to finish. I also don't want to disappoint anyone when I inevitably don't finish it regardless.

  • Despite everything, I still have not dropped out.

  • I'm kind of playing Suikoden, but I really shouldn't be because I'm supposed to be playing Haruka 2. Thing is when I'm at my desk I'm too busy with other stuff to play that, but when I'm in bed trying to go to sleep my 3DS is right there like oooooo you wanna play me sooooo bad. Lately I've been into Theatrhythm Final Fantasy, but I play Suikoden when I've played all the songs I want to but I'm not sleepy yet. (The 3DS can run Playstation games but not Playstation 2 games, so I cannot play Haruka 2 on it, you see.) Finishing any game would be good though. I can cross something out the queue even if I've messed up the order.



Future

  • I'll probably have a job in a few weeks. Please don't be Walmart.

  • It would be nice if I could finish even one of the 3-5 things I'm working on :) The way you meet new people online is through creation, I think, so I have to create something.

  • I will be taking a nap right after I post this! Good night!

elyusion: sasuke smoking while raising 3 kids alone with a fourth on the way (smoking)
of 2025! Who's excited for 2026!? (Not me, the way things are going!)

What I've Done
- On the very last day of August, instead of doing anything I was supposed to, I rewatched the entire first half of Dororo 2019.
I was editing my favorite stuff on Anilist because I don't know if something is truly my "favorite" if I'm not weird and obsessive about it, so with that strict standard in mind I took Hyakkimaru off my favorite characters... but then I felt a little bad and felt compelled to watch just a little of Dororo again to check how I feel. I really did miss Hyakkimaru and Dororo... but I'm not absolutely deranged about them, so...? I know most people don't feel the intensity I do when I like something a little too much about anything, so I don't know if I'm doing this "favorites" thing right... On Backloggd too I ended up trimming my favorite games from 5 to 3, even though there's many games I think are really good and can play all day if time permits. Can I really call them a "favorite" if thinking about them doesn't make me want to chew on bricks? I don't know if this paragraph makes sense.


- Where I left off in Dragon Ball is the episode just before the start of the tournament, which I think is where people say Dragon Ball gets good. I thought the tournament arc of Naruto was booboo, so I'm wary, but maybe I should trust the fans. Yamcha's haircut made me have to pause, but it's cute in the sense that it makes him look about 10 years old <3 I hope Roshi dies

- I watched a bunch of episodes of Everyday Host with [personal profile] wintermintly, and ever since we caught up I've been watching the new episodes alone, unsubbed, as Japanese practice. It has a nice style and it's funny. I want to go to a host club, but I don't really want to get drunk, but getting me drunk is the hosts' raison d'etre, so I guess I'll stick to my dream of going to a maid cafe.

- Still watching Panty and Stocking. The blowjob brothers' transformation was great! I would have liked to see them outside of the transformation in their magical boy outfits. But who cares *pushes those fruitcakes out the way* The group animation for the girls was 🤤 And earlier I was complaining that the girls haven't transformed or worn their transformation outfits in a while. They didn't forget after all! They got upgrades! They got new transformations! They got Kneesocks coochie!!!!!!!!!! (I am writing this from the point of view from someone who hasn't seen any episodes released during September. You will see my thoughts on episode 9 later...)

- I also started watching Kino no Tabi/Kino's Journey with a friend who ISN'T Mikki. Yea, I have other friends. It's so, so, so brown. So 2000s in that way. But even so, it's really really good and it deserves the high ratings. I wish I had something smart to say about it. Kino is a better person than me. Kill all adults.

- I beat Order of Ecclesia! I wish I wasn't gamemaxxing so I could have fun with the post-completion game modes and replay it a little and stuff. I didn't even finish all the villager requests. It was really fun, but sadly with the backlog and wishlist I have there's no time to stop and smell the roses... I really did miss Castlevania. It's so good. <- Something I can only say when not actively playing, because when I am it's the most frustrating series ever and everyone involved in its creation should bow and apologize to me.

- I got through my first day of school, and my classes are all... REALLY easy? I'm in an English class about Black vampires, which is 2000-level so I look like a genius (I've never taken an English class that's 3000+ because I'm literally that ogre meme and I know I won't look like a genius anymore), a Japanese class where I already know everything, and another Japanese "class" where really I'm just teacher's assistant for an intermediate-level class. Looks like my final semester might be a breeze. I've never had a semester so easy. It's kind of scary idk

- I redownloaded NU: Carnival for the newest Edmond. The download didn't even take that long this time, so I guess I'm going back to being a regular player. (I have a lot to say about the event and Edmond, but it's access-locked due to the nature of Nucani. If we're mutuals, don't be afraid to ask for access 🥺)

- [personal profile] wintermintly had me download Parsec so that I could control her computer from far away, but more specifically so I could play local multiplayer games like I was there. I had my doubts, but it usually worked with zero noticeable lag even for racing and fighting games. Technology is crazy. We played Itadaki Street Special (what if Monopoly was even more evil?), Melee, Brawl, Double Dash, Ehrgeiz, and Ultimate Ninja Storm 2. Dragon Ball Fighterz soon 💪🏾🔥

- This and the next point are written on Aug. 9 because I forgot two things: One, I watched Nezha 2! There are some jokes that are very shocking in the sense that they are violently for small children who love potty and gross-out humor, but besides that, great movie. Really great movie. Who up filialing they piety. You should watch it as a send-off to Chinese Summer 2025 (although I feel we may be entering Chinese Fall... where tf is The Legend of Hei 2 subbed in English btw).

- My cough, which has been off-and-on since winter 2019, is back. I'd like to say it comes for 2 or 3 months, leaves for 2 or 3 months, and returns again in that cycle.

- Of course, I'm still watching Shippuden too.
I will try to be brief (1/435)

  • Naruto having a legitimate panic attack and passing out upon finding out Sasuke is a terrorist is going down as one of my top 10 favorite yaoi moments in history.

  • I dunno if I said this before, but it's crazy Naruto has a whole village full of black people and no one told me.

  • OH YEAH, you know how I said I thought Sakura was going to reaffirm her love for Sasuke and friendzone Naruto? No, the opposite happened. She said she loved Naruto to get him to give up. Everyone in the comments hated her for this, and even Mikki said it was fucked up. I disagree. Or, at least, I see where Sakura's coming from. She cares Naruto, so she wants him to give up on Sasuke and heal and stuff. Sasuke's clearly a lost cause. And she was so willing to save Naruto that she'd sacrifice her future and enter a loveless (well there'd be platonic love) marriage and whatever for it <333 But nooooo everyone hates women so much. Sakura has done fuck all (except use her ultimate jutsu which summons Naruto lol) recently but let me support her in this.

  • Was Sasuke kind of sigma for almost killing Karin and calling her useless (when she saved his ass twice)? Discuss.

  • So you know how I said that I heard Sasuke never wins a fight? Well EYE think he won the Danzo one, yet Mik insists he did not because Danzo killed himself. I think cornering an opponent so bad that they feel they must kill themself is a dub. Sure, okay, maybe not a CLEAN dub, but a dub is a dub. I may or may not just be desperate to say he won and isn't a complete fraud.

  • I wish they showed Sasuke getting his eyes replaced a little 💔 Gore of my Sasuke please?

  • Oh yeah, I also don't hate Sakura going to try to stop Sasuke herself, but it just feels odd after she's done nothing for so long. It felt shoed in, just like Hinata trying to save Naruto during the Pain arc. Like, to lend more credence to their future marriage, I guess? But Naruto is such a show about relationships/love between men that I... I mean, Naruto has it's own unique world so I'd feel crazy saying maybe it just shouldn't have female characters, but they're all so... I dunno, maybe this should go in a different post. The series' themes, to me, just don't include women, so whenever women are relevant suddenly it feels so ??????? With the exception of Tsunade stuff. Hi Tsunade. Ultimately this is just a Kishimoto skill/interest issue, and I wouldn't feel this way if he put more effort into making them as unique and cool as the guys.


  • Leave him alone???????????????????????? 😭😭😭

  • I'm going to be so honest and say I kinda felt something in my eyeballs when Naruto was giving that speech to Sasuke about how they're friends and their destines are tied up with each others' and how it'd be nice if they were born without any baggage holding them back from being regular friends and how they're going to kill each other/die at the same time. Now I'm a little scared of what the future holds because I know if I see them fist bump, especially if it echoes that in the first opening, I'm going to sob like a little baby. The NaruSasu has officially got me guys............ I tried to stay strong, I really die................

  • And then Naruto (the show, not the guy) got me again, because the episode that ended with Killer Bee rapping about being friends with that guy also did something to my eyeballs. I didn't cry though. But I almost got got. And I was mad because it was Killer Bee, awful rapper, and some guy I barely knew. Almost had me crying over someone I barely knew... I will study Naruto writing soon.

  • Naruto (the guy) is also good in this new arc. It's cute how he raps to bond with Killer Bee. It's funnycute that he can't tell the difference between an octopus and squid and has to manually count the tentacles each time, and it's funnycute he tried to Talk no Jutsu the squid because he thought it was Killer Bee crashing out. He's getting to me guys.... He's normally not the kind of character I like...... I even think he's rather handsome sometimes too. What is this show doing to me man T_T It's getting scary out here!!

  • I'm glad that whole "village suddenly being nice to Naruto" thing is being addressed, because I said at the end of the Pain arc that if I was Naruto and all these bullies were suddenly treating me with respect and kindness and love, that would ironically be my final straw and I'd attack them. Naruto is a better man than me.




What I'm Doing
- Small Web September [community profile] smallweb :3 My goal is officially to make at least 3 shrines for my site, and the last week will be spent either on a fourth shrine orrrrr my fansite. We shall see what I decide on. I'm having a lot of fun so far! I have to hold back from not just working on the site all day every day. I wish I could feel that way about drawing again, haha. (sigh.) Anyways, at the very least, I want to have at least 2 shrines done. That's my bare-minimum goal. 3 shrines and a fansite/4 shrines is my ideal-situation goal.

- I'm still thinking about game jams and NaNoMangO, but I won't say if I'll actually be doing anything or not. I'm just thinking about them.

- The 10th will mark one year of me using Dreamwidth for real, although the post I made that day is private so no one can see it but me. That means it'll have been one year since Cohost announced it was going to shut down. That post was about how chapter 2 of Cirrus' route in Obscura, known VN, made me feel, as at that time it was recently-released. I could make a post about Cohost and how it changed me, but... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

What I Will Do
- On God I'm going to beat Final Fantasy IV 3D today or tomorrow. I swear. And then I'll play The Legend of Zelda (1986), and then back to Harukanaru Toki no Naka de 2. That's my game plans for this month. I doubt I'll beat Haruka2 before the end of the month, but in case it gets really really good and I do, then I'm playing Sakura Wars after that :D

- I'm suddenly moving very soon to a state even deeper South with less rights, which is where my family is from, so that's exciting. I still have yet to make the post explaining why. The lore runs deep... It's the middle of Small Web September so I'm fixated on web design right now, plus I still have school, so finding the time to pack and all is kind of stressing me out. I might not move at all, but I hope I do. I really need to leave this house.

That's all for now. See you later :-]
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